The Asian girl

I keep seeing this one girl at school. She's clearly straight, but she's just so pretty. She's also clearly shy and kinda preppy, so I'm pretty sure she wouldn't want to talk to the girl in a flannel shirt with a blue fauxhawk. Plus I'm with Andy still, haha.

School

So my first day of senior year was yesterday. It was odd, and I dindt end up making new friends that day. In fact, it seemed to be the opposite. This girl I dated for maybe a week is here now, and she's essentially a short evil demon child. But on the bright side, I still have Lydia and Cheyanne to hang around at lunch and stuff.
I'm not sure they like me or want me around, but they haven't told me so yet. At least not to my face? I'll just give it my best half assed effort.

My first post

My name is Avery, and I am a lesbian. I want to just go out and tell everybody that, but I can't seem to do it. I have a boyfriend right now, which makes it very dificult for me at the moment, because I love him a lot, as a person, but sexually there's just nothing there at all. I told him, but we're still together. I guess I need to man up. I've tried to ignore how I feel for a long, long time, but it's gotten to the point that I can pretend anymore. I've known since I was in 6th grade, and I would like to tell my family, but they're extremely biggoted towards LGBTQ people.
I know this is a crappily constructed post, but I needed to get this off my chest.